hey!

hey, it's been awhile since my last post here! *bersih-bersih blog*
just in case i still have some readers of my blog, what's up guys? hope you all have a great life out there.

so this past 2 years is like a flatty life for me eventho some things have been changed in my life. now i got a job in Jakarta and could do some journey with my own money. Alhamdulillah! it is my dreams since a long time ago, right?

and for my love life, well, it is kinda boring like usual. i dont know if God just give me curse or what, i still havent found my #1. actually, i didnt think about boys shit since "you know who" decided to break my heart into pieces and left me dead inside *LOL*.

until i found this guy. the boy with a very good smell. the boy with contagious smile. the boy with warm personality. the flirty af boy, but kinda cute. i dont want to reveal his name here, so just call him Mr. Flirty.

i met him about 1 year ago in the office, but i start to think about him *EWH!* since 8 months ago. i knoooow it's been awhile, and NO! he still doesnt know about my fkn feeling, or does he? because yeah, we hang out for couple times just to watch movie, looking for stuff, and so on and so on. he always give me his wide smile everytime he tell me something, and damn! i cant stop being addicted of this smile. he is talkative af, even when we are on the cinema he cant stop commenting on the movie and im afraid he will get hit with a soda cup by the other.

well, i still have a lot to tell about Mr. Flirty. but i should stop this part here because my boss is asking me to do some jobs *LOL* so bye! see you on the next part. hope it still be the happy part, and not in so long. see ya!

RIP F Dhitya Kusumawardani, Welcome F. Dhitya Kusumawardani!

can you see the difference in both of them?  can you see the dot there? yeah, that’s f*cking dot has been brought almost 90% troubles in my life. soooo, it started in 1st day in October 1992. my mom and dad, randomly, choose F as my first name. you see that, F, just F. without that dot, means it’s not an abbreviation. i am blessed have been named with such an unique name. yeah really. but you know what? with that F name, so much trouble happened to me.

from my elementary school or my high school diploma certificate, until the recent i worked on, my college diploma certificate, all of the space behind the F has been replaced with that dot. even though my birth certificate has the correct name, but some people who don’t give a damn with that dot won’t write it with my proper name. they like, “oh please come on, it’s just a dot. it won’t mess your full name tho”. doesn’t mess my full name your a*s! it’s totally wreck my name! my name is F Dhitya Kusumawardani for God sake! without that dot! how about i say the same thing, “it’s just a dot sir, can you please replace it with my proper name, with the space?” and i give you my birth certificate, i bet thousands jar of honeydew juice (it’s the worst juice i’ve ever had!) you will say, “no i can’t. it’s written on your previous certificate. it can’t be changed.” ewh!

so with this post, i would say “RIP F DHITYA KUSUMAWARDANI, WELCOME TO THE WILD WORLD F. DHITYA KUSUMAWARDANI” THANKS FOR THE 22 YEARS OF LIVE I’VE EXPERIENCED WITH YOU. I HAVE SOME GREAT MEMORIES WITH YOU F WITHOUT DOT! AND FOR YOU F. DHITYA! YOU SHOULD CONTINUE F DHITYA'S DREAMS! GO AROUND THE WORLD! TRY ALL OF CULINARY FROM EVERYWHERE YOU NEVER TASTE! GET SOME PHOTOGRAPH EVERYWHERE YOU NEVER VISIT! AND HAVE SOME NIGHT RIDE EVERYWHERE YOU NEVER ENJOY!


RIP F DHITYA KUSUMAWARDANI :(
WELCOME F. DHITYA KUSUMAWARDANI :)

p.s: i hate to say this but, im pretty sure that my life has been changed from now on.

p.p.s: i just try to write this article with English (just remind you, if you don’t realize it, peace!) and i know i have some grammatical errors there (at least i’ve tried!) so hello there grammar police! i’ll wait for your correction over here, i’ll kindly receive you negative, positive, sarcastic comments for sure :) *peace*

p.p.p.s: sorry for complaining, but yeah, i just share my lifetime experience. so yeah, have a good day! :)

terima kasih pahlawanku!

kata cocacola di official line page nya pagi ini, "pahlawan itu seseorang yang bisa membuatmu tersenyum." refleks, aku menganggukkan kepalaku pelan. aku mengakui orang-orang hebat di sekitarku adalah pahlawanku. mereka yang bisa membuatku tersenyum kembali saat aku lelah, mereka yang selalu menopang punggungku saat aku hampir terjatuh, dan mereka yang kurasa akan bersorak paling kencang ketika aku sudah berhasil nanti. kuharap demikian.orang-orang hebat itu adalah orang tuaku, keluargaku, dan sahabat-sahabatku. mereka adalah pahlawan terbesar dalam hidupku selama 22 tahun ini.
selain itu, kurasa aku mempunyai pahlawan-pahlawan lain. orang-orang yang kutemui dalam setiap perjalananku. mungkin aku hanya sempat bertukar beberapa kata saja dengan mereka. namun, dari merekalah aku mendapat pengalaman dan cerita baru untuk kutulis dalam buku kehidupanku. dari mereka aku membentuk jati diri dan perilakuku. tanpa semua orang yang kutulis disini, mungkin aku hanya lah selembar kertas kosong yang pada akhirnya hanya akan terpuruk di tempat sampah. karena mereka, aku berusaha mengisi kekosongan dalam setiap lembar itu dengan catatan-catatatn bermakna. dengan spidol hitam maupun stabilo warna-warni. terima kasih, pahlawan-pahlawanku!

guru terhebat

jujur saja, saya termasuk ke dalam penganut aliran garia keras "pengalaman adalah guru terbaik.". bukan menyepelekan orang tua sebagai guru pertama saya dan juga guru-guru di sekolah formal yang saya jalani, tapi tetap saja saya masih menganggap pengalaman adalah guru saya. guru-guru saya dalam bentuk konkret, adalah sekelompok orang-orang hebat yang tidak akan pernah lupa saya ucapkan terima kasih di setiap jalan hidup saya. dari beliau semua membuat saya mengerti norma dan nilai baik yang harus saya jalankan di kehidupan dan juga materi-materi kognitif yang berguna bagi kehidupan saya selanjutnya.

tapi, dari pengalaman lah saya belajar bagaimana cara menghadapi kepanikan melakukan perjalanan sendirian di negeri orang, bagaimana menghadapi masalah-masalah hidup yang abstrak, dan bagaimana saya harus bangkit saat sempat terjatuh. pengalaman uang mengajarkan itu semua. dan dari setiap pembelajarannya saya akan mendapat pengalaman baru. atau sebut saja guru baru.

kamera kehidupan

hidup seperti layaknya kamera. ada momen ketika kita harus menangkap momen bahagia. ada kalanya ketika kita menangkap momen bersedih. tetapi tidak jarang juga kita harus mencari sendiri momen itu sendiri.
hidup itu seperti kamera. pada akhirnya kita bisa tersenyum bangga dengan hasil bidikan kamera juga. namun tidak jarang kita harus kecewa karna hasil bidikan kita tidak sempurna. yang harus kita lakukan hanyalah pergi mencari objek baru untuk menghasilkan foto yang lebih bagus lagi.